FUCKKEJRN!!

I'm not happy.
I haven't been since last May.
And it's beginning to be a problem.

Someone please just fucking drug me. You know which type I want. It's the only thing that gets me to crack a smile, or feel at all content with anything. I know most of the people I love don't want me to have it, but I'd rather feel bad about disappointing them than feel bad about not having any of that good shit to make me feel better.

You can understand.