FUCKKEJRN!!

I'm not happy.
I haven't been since last May.
And it's beginning to be a problem.

Someone please just fucking drug me. You know which type I want. It's the only thing that gets me to crack a smile, or feel at all content with anything. I know most of the people I love don't want me to have it, but I'd rather feel bad about disappointing them than feel bad about not having any of that good shit to make me feel better.

You can understand.

I've never wanted anyone more in my entire life.

::swoon::
All I can say right now is I'm fucking in love. With someone I've seen a grand total of twice.
AHHHHHH!
I'll tell you more later.

No wait this is public I'll just throw in some code names and cheesy sixteen-year-old poetry after my bath.

Fuck all you hoes.

Get a grip, motherfucker. I was just kidding.
Haven't updated in a while. Like fucking months. Lots has happened.
Honestly I'm fucking out of it right now and I can't even begin to write anything I remember. This past week has been nonstop bingeing.
Oh wait what do you know there's an update!
Anyways maybe tomorrow I'll be in an actual frame of mind. But that's a big fucking maybe.
Have fun.
Rail, nail, and think of me.
<3